It’s been 7 weeks since my last flight & its such a scary thought that I may never get to be crew again, before all this I’ve had moments where I’ve doubted if being crew is something I’ve wanted to carry on with as at times it can be really lonely and tough, it’s a lifestyle you cant begin to explain but you take the bad with the good, all this has made me realise, I don’t want to do anything else, trying to remain positive in the current circumstances is really hard & id be lying if I said I wasn’t struggling right now.