One year ago I was probably the unhappiest, most unpleasant person I have ever…

One year ago I was probably the unhappiest, most unpleasant person I have ever…

One year ago I was probably the unhappiest, most unpleasant person I have ever…
One year ago I was probably the unhappiest, most unpleasant person I have ever been. I was constantly fighting to prove myself, follow the dreams of others and live in the present. I was disconnected from everything and everyone around me but most of all, myself.
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Now I’m hopping fences, flying off rope swings, mastering barefoot hikes, sleeping in my car, staying on friends couches, not just eating but learning about cultural food, working remotely, picking up small jobs, consulting for local brands, hostels, bars and restaurants around the and finally making it a point to get my clothing brand off the ground. BEST OF ALL, I’m mentoring, coaching and helping others fight anxiety and depression daily.
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I see a lot of lips moving these days but I still don’t hear much coming out.
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Please listen, LIFE IS’NT perfect.
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There’s still a shit load of mistakes, self doubt and tough days, I still bite my nails, wish I had a full head of hair, miss communicate and have plenty to learn but my heart is full, I’m reaching for things I’ve always wanted, my mind is clear and my grin is usually from ear to ear.
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Everything else will come in time, because,
I know it will. I believe it. I see it.
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If you are going through a tough time, feel like you can’t relate to anyone around you, can’t catch a break or come up for air. I promise it can get better. Message me anytime, day or night, please reach out to a family member or anyone for that matter.
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You are not alone. —-
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